It has been a bad few weeks, actually almost a month, IRL. When I found out how close I was to a certain goal, the worse the weeks were getting, I leaned into the goal. Today, this early morning I achieved the goal and I’m not sure if I’m proud about it, I’m not proud of how quickly I got to it, but I needed to get to the goal. This is something that feels like an accomplishment. And considering what I’ve been dealing with IRL, this feels good in an otherwise month of uncertainty, drama, and anxiety. I few minutes ago, after buying the Zeus Mark II CL and MR, I got the Wing Commander Chairman’s Club Level and was rewarded with the Anvil Aerospace F8C Lightning with the Shockwave paint scheme. Like I said, IRL it has been an emotional difficult time for the past month, but getting this goal, I don’t know, it feels like the Wing Commander club level, I deserve it, all things considered.